in case u havent realised , i am in a certain emotional state which involves thoughts of not wanting to grow up. people around me are telling me that they are so excited about next year but apparently im not. its not that i dont want to embark on new challenges , make new friends , get new textbooks, or even clear up my room for next year. I just feel that when people get older they have lesser time to play ): and i want to PLAYYYYYY!

honestly speaking this holiday has been a very busy one so far and i havent had much time spent with my sch friends or even my family for that matter . how time flies, im going to be sec 3 next year and i was just getting comfortable with being sec 2.

dont worry i'll get over it , i hope.

went home with my two legs covered in ant and mosquito bites and a slight case of rash due to grass. so long OBS :( i enjoyed my stay there

camp ended yesterday , i felt it was not bad. the services were AWESOME but i was hoping for more games tho (: my heart reali broke when i saw all the younger kids doing the 5 bx thing. when i got home my brother was complaining and all , i doubt he understands the underlying meaning of us doing all those things. he'll get it one day.

todays training was satisfying, i felt as if i knew what i was fighting for all over again . altho i didnt get into the main team (tentatively) but i still stand a chance and i have to fight if i want to get it. thank God for my coach , she reali inspires me tho sometimes i dont understand what she is talking about (she speaks chinese) but i can feel that she reali cares.

finally did snippets of homework *sheepish grin* i did 4 qns of math and skipped two cuz i duno how to do, read 20 pages of toto chan (chinese book) . the book has about 270 pages mind you.. i guess it helps to start small.

ive been so tired i could have slept anywhere i wanted. ive never been so tired in my whole entire life and the number of naps ive taken this whole year could possibly equal to the number of naps ive taken in my other 13 years of life. i have never been an afternoon nap person as a matter of fact , until this year.

im going to get a new phone soon ! as well as a new camera (i hope)

will blog soon : D

p.s: this entirely doesnt concer you but im putting it here cuz im utterly proud of myself!

i

plucked

out

my

earrings

accidentally

and

it

didn't

hurt

bye

bye